What if you allowed that longing to channel inward, right back at yourself?
What parts of yourself could you learn to ADORE, across the M/F divide?
Your body knows the score if you can learn to listen to it carefully.
To move, to just move and be taught what society and experience have buried.
To FULLY express it.
To step into the vast expansiveness that you were born with, and as Gabrielle Roth says [wiki link here] without all the beliefs, expectations, views, self-image provided by some teacher or system.